Bartenders, waitresses, and dancers; oh my...!

    I love my job; however, I have always loved this job... Where else can I be a dirty molester? However; I was asked if I was willing to make out with another man... Seriously?! I have done the whole "devil's three-some" but you want me to suck on your boy-friend's tongue? As much as it may be a turn-on for you, I feel I need to draw a line in the sand somewhere... As hot as you are; as much as I would like to violate you... I just cannot see myself going there. Meeting another Dom makes me a little wet, watching you put on the purple gloves to wash glasses while I play with your ass was fun as well. Asking me to make-out with your boyfriend kind of killed the fun for me... Not that I would not love to have drinks, make-out, touch my tongue to your "naughty" places; but I do not want to see your boy-toy's cock. I do not want to see anyone's cock, dick, penis, whatever.. In the end, it is never about what I want... It has always been about what "YOU" want... What I can do for/to you...
      We did "duet" night at the club tonight (I know, a total turn-around from the first paragraph)I, but I actually had fun. It has been a while since I sang with a girl. Not that I'm any good; she was much better than I; but we did "Broken", "Picture", and that country song I can never seem to remember... And then: a little "Rockstar", "Sex & Candy", "Miserable", and finished it off with, "Stoned"... I wish I was in that state of mind...
     I miss getting stoned. It is not legal here and I have no idea where to start looking for it... (shit, did I just end a sentence with a preposition?) I want... no.. I NEED to get stoned. I hate myself for admitting this, but; the truth almost always hurts... I have always spent money on pot than alcohol; I would gladly trade the green for the amber... For now, I will just drink, fuck, and write (when I have the time and gumption)... I have a bartender in my bed (and she is getting impatient with my need to write)... So, I guess I'll spank her ass, tie her to my head-board, and violate her... Shit, I just got a little wet thinking/writing about that ...;